gud bye ipsah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16/05/2009....
aku bahagia sgt arini...

1)...arini family aku dtg ambk aku kat IPSAH...bez btol dpt blik umah..huhuhu


17/05/2009
aku dh blik..bez sgt tau...dpt relax2 kat umah...
babai tawan2(bak kata abg aku la......
n a special bye2 to post-exam XTVTs (i'll join nothing...hahahaha)


mak aku ajak kitorang singgah kat air terjun batang kali, selangor...
bez gak tempat ni..cjuk...gggrrrrrgrrrrr

benti jap je tp sempat gak r aku berendam dlm air..hehehe...





***xperlu la korang tgk muka ak yerk...hihihi***

SeLaMaT hAr! GuRu..... :D

syukur.....

adk ak yg bongsu msih mkn bercuap...
tp ank2 kat rmh ank ytim 2 semua perlu berdikari sendiri...
termasuk basuh bju sendiri...

*BERSYUKUR sbb ak msh mempunyai ibu bapa dan ahli keluarga yg penyayang.... :)

rumah ank yatim

arini ak n kwn2 (meileng-leader,fuzah,ika n aida) g mlwat rmh ank2 ytim...arini xwat pape pn...
saje join kwn2 bwk mknan kat dak2 2...arini aku bljr sumtg dr rmh ank ytim 2.........


arini ak knl ngan sorg bdk baru...bdknya agk tenang berbanding yg laen..
petah...peramah dgn ktorg sume...time mkn kitorang pn borak2 ngan ustaz (pengetua) rumah ank yatim 2)...kami bercakap ttg bdk yg baru kitorg knl 2....

ustaz: bdk 2 namanya A***R...lahir di JORDAN
kami : wow, parentz dia msti org bjak pndai n jns yg kuat agama (dlm hati je la)
ustaz: ayh dia dh mninggal...
kami : mak dia ada lg x? nape msk cni?
ustaz: mak dia hntr dia msk cni sbb kawin laen...

jwpn ustaz 2 ckup mengejutkan ktorang....bygkan sorg ibu snggup hntar ank dia msk kat rumah ank yatim sbb nk bina hdup dgn org baru..
bkn ke ank 2 penyeri hdp....tmbh plk ank dia sorg je...bkn ramai pn....
lgpun 2 kn knangan hdup bersama suami dia dulu...
nape dia sgup wat camtu....xfhm ak ngan dunia skrg ni....

Ak slalu igt psn mak ak....skali korg buat jht, ank2 korg akn balas 7x ganda dr apa yg kita wat skrg....
sorg mak yg sgup tgalkan ank dia demi bersama org lain, jgn tkjut klu nti ank2 dia akn tgalkan dia kat rmh org tua plak.....

mgkin ada reason ats pe yg dia dh buat tp hargailah ank2...dia msih terlalu kcil utk berpisah dgn keluarga kndung............

exam dh abes daaa

kehidupan pas exam? ckup memBORINKkan....
semalam ak join futsal team lwn antara kolej kediaman....
dorg sume ganas2 beb...bdn ak still skit2 agi...
nk jln pn ssh..
tp berbaloi dpt no 3.. :)

mlm ni ak bru je pas tlg senior cohort 2 stagekan diorang punya story telling show....
ak pelakon tambahan je..hahaha
tp dor punyer performance bez giler... enjoy la jgk... :)

pasni ape plak ek??
waaa....nk blik :'(

kuiz utk aku....

skrg ak ngah gler menjawab kuiz dlm facebook...byk giler dh ak wat..tp ada beberapa kuiz yg menarik minat ak...antaranya.....

1)psgn ak berasal dr mana?
*johor (ak xtau sape gerangan org ni...)

2)umur brape ak kawin?
*18-24thn (skang dh 21...kira ada tempoh 3 thn lg la..hahaha)

3)brapa ank ak ada?
*1boy+1girl (cute kn??? kalu kmbar lg best..hehhe)

4)hantaran aku?
*RM 12,000 (ok la 2...dh melebihi byangan ak dh..hahaha)

5)rumah ak pas kawin...
*rumah teres (ok la ni...at least x merempat tepi jln kn :D)

ni sume psl kawin...tp kuiz yg ak plg suka adiah ak utk bzday...dh la bzday ak dh blh dihitung ngan jari...ak dpt KERETA.....

sape agaknya gerangan yg k bg ak keta 2 ye.... hihihi

Specially dedicated to you....

You are APART from my eyes...
yet always be A PART of my life...

i MISS you from my sight...
and always MISS you deep from da bottom of my heart.!!!

DaN sEbEnArNyA...

oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh–


**dis song seems to suit me...hmmmmm

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

suatu ptg nan indah... (flashback...)

aritu cuaca mendung je..xla pnas sgt...aku cam besela xleh duk diam kat umah, ak lari mencari kengkawan yg ada...kwn2 ak yg laen ada kat umah kwn ak,ckin...ak pn memasang niat la utk join dorg...arini ak rasa mls nk jln kaki, so ak pn ambk la beskal ak yg berwarna ijau kat bwh rumah (padahal rumah selang sebuah je pn-gedikz xmau jln)...ak pn kayuh la beskal ak...sampai ke destinasi yg dituju ak tgk kwn2 ak blum start maen pape lg sbb baru tgh bncg nk wat xtvt ape...ak pn pusing2 la ngan beskal ak dulu sementara dorg men'decide'kan ape game kitorang lps ni.. :P baru je 2,3 kayuhan tiba2 ak rasa mata ak gelap je...ak pening ke??? ak try jerit mtk tlg...ak pn dgr la sore org bising2 pgil nama aku...ak pelik..kepala stil ngah pusing2..bila ak bkk mata ak btol2, rupanya ak bkn berada ats jln...tp dlm longkang....HAHAHAHA....ak jatuh dlm longkang daa....longkang 2 besar giler...mmg org bsr pn tenggelam tau...tp nsb baek xde air...lama jgk la ak kena gelak ngan kwn2 aku (ni ke kwn..?? hehe)..tp kenangan beb...sbnarnya kat tepi longkang 2 cam ade divider...ak berlagak nk letak kaki kat divider 2 smbil duk ats beskal...tp kaki ak tergelincir...last2..skali ngan beskal ak jd 'ahli longkang'...hahaha...sungguh indah kenangan itu...2la...berlagak lg...

moral of da story: xyah nk berlagak or tnjuk terer ye... :)

budak-budak

Korang pernah tak maen “tang ‘nusuk”, “bola katok”, “congkeh bontot ayam” (bukan 18sx ok)???
Mesti korang pn pelik kan dgn nama2 ni...ni la permainan aku masa kecik2 dulu... sebenarnya wlaupun korang x pernah dgr nama2 ni tp korang mesti prnh maen. ..
“tang ‘nusuk” 2 sbnarnya maen nyorok2...ala “hide-and-seek”...dulu klu main ni ktorg main ramai2..smpai org yg tukang cari 2 pening kepala...kitorg ciap ada trick lg tau..biasanya klu maen “tang ‘nusuk” ktorg pkai bju 2 lapis...bkn apa..nti ktorg tkar2 bju dgn org laen...lantakla ko laki ke, pompuan ke ktorg maen bedal je..ala..kecik2 dulu mana kesah kn..so, bila org yg cari 2 tgk dr belakang dia akn slh teka..jdnya dia terpaksa ‘jadi’ semula... 
“bla katok” kitorg pgil utk ‘rounders’...katok 2 dlm bhasa tganu, klntan pukul..so kira ‘bola pukul’ la...besela..wpun duk kat phg tp comunity ktorg majority org tganu n klntan..termasukla family ak...maen ni bese je...xbest sgt pn..huhu..
Haa...”congkeh bontot ayam” ni ak suka..ak xtau dr mana dtg nama ni tp mybe sbb 1st movement dia kita kena congkeh kayu yg kita letak melintang dlm lubang kot...lantakla...maen nie xyah nk ckp la...atas kepala ciap benjol kena kayu...tp mnat punya psl ktorg maen je..ada yg nyaris nk terkeluar bji mata pn ada sbb kena ank kayu tu...
Lg...ak suka men bola...kenangan plg ak xleh lupa kpala ak berdarah...yela..yg maen sme laki..ak sorg je pmpuan..tp ak bkn tomboy ye...dulu aku rapat ngan abg ak...beza umur 2 thn je sbb 2 sume kwn dia kira kwn ak ..so ak ikut dia maen la...ak nk tanduk bola...jiran ak,yo pn nk tnduk gak...laki kn tgi..dagu dia kena kepala ak..hbs berdarah x berenti...ada lg knangan maen bola..kitorg xpgil guna nama sbnar...ktorg pgil guna nama fav player ktorg...tp pemaen import utk liga msia je la...abg ak ‘mancheslov melnikov’ lau xclap..ak pn xigt tp import phg..besfren ak, fem ambk ‘merzagua abd razak’ import penang, ak plak import perlis mari ‘kiatisuk senamuang’ dr thai..ak dulu kira otai gak la men bola...kira klu maen 2 ak msti score gak la...hehehe
Ada 1 cter lucu time ak maen polis n pencuri...yg ni mmg konfem ak xleh lupa...time 2 ak jd pencuri kot...knon tnjuk hebat ak lari smpai blkg rmh...lari punya lari punya lari...zappp....ak terlanggar sumthing...aku terlanggar dawai yg ayah ak ikat utk sidai baju...melintang btol2 kat leher ak..korg bygkanlah dgn kelajuan bertaraf turbo, ak terus tercampak ke blkg...mak aiii..ak igt time 2 ak dh mati dh...ak menjerit mtk tlg tp sore xkuar...ak mtk ‘air’ tp org igt ak pgil abg ak ‘aiey’...ada ke ptut...rasa nafas dh hjung nyawa dh...uishh....seksa beb...mcm org kena jerut kat tali gantung je..hehehe
Sampai cni jela dulu..byk lg ak nk citer tp laen kali la ak smbg ye...adios...

ir0niC w0rLd

i miss the time when I could be anyone,
the time when i had no problem to think of-
...nothing to bear hardly in mind

When i was small, i can’t wait to be an adult...
But when i’m an adult, i wish i could turn back to the time when i was innocent...
the time when no one bother about what i was doing...
i was free to do whatever i want....

but now...
i feel trapped in my own world...
the world that i dreamt to be the most wonderful moment of my life
what we are facing is not as beautiful as what we’d imagined...
reality is tougher than fantasy...

Hakun@ mat@ta

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase

Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata!

Hakuna Matata?

Yeah. It's our motto!

What's a motto?

Nothing. What's a-motto with you?

Those two words will solve all your problems

That's right. Take Pumbaa here
Why, when he was a young warthog...

When I was a young wart hog

Very nice

Thanks

He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal
He could clear the savannah after every meal

I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind
And oh, the shame He was ashamed
Thought of changin' my name What's in a name?
And I got downhearted How did ya feel?
Everytime that I...

Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids!
Oh. Sorry

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna--

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
(Repeats)

I say "Hakuna"

I say "Matata"